i am enough.

clairlovesdean:

a song about the days i experience before bleeding.

i cancelled meetings/ to crawl into a hole/ i need a bit more rest today/ need the mornings untouched by thought/ and a space to be, a space to dream a space to grieve

I am not a mother, not this time.

its not funny/ not this hour/ confronted by the corner of my mind/ haunted by indecision/ and repressed emotion/ i need space to be, a space to dream, space to grieve

that i am not a mother, not this time.

where’s the chocolate/ i don’t need boy/ just a hand in mind/ been picking at my face again/ been craving sex again.

I am not a mother, not this time.